This is getting to be a joke.

Seriously?

Today's Thought.

Today I have realized many things about myself. Here are a few examples...

-I hate smelling like coffee.
-Working for Barnes and Noble is a joke. I'm sick of training people.
-I wish I had a boyfriend down at school.
-If I did I'd either get nothing done or probably break up with him.
-I'd rather have a boyfriend that I could have long, meaningful conversations with as apposed to someone I could just cuddle and be cute with.
-Don't get me wrong, I love cuddling and being cute.
-I miss some of the people I used to have the aforementioned conversations with.
-I get really lonely on Friday and Saturday nights.
-When I only need to rely on myself I put things off until the last minute.
-Otherwise, I love to plan ahead. I can't stand not having a set plan.
-I get excited too easily. That's one reason I hate surprises.
-When I get texts from old friends/boyfriends I get weirded out but eventually still feel loved.
-I have said "I love you" to two boyfriends but as I get older I think I've only meant it once.
-I can't stop cracking my back and knuckles as much as I wish I could.
-I wish I would have saved more money when I was younger.
-I have to many life goals and feel overwhelmed to accomplish all of them.
-One was completed over Spring Break. =]
-Sometimes I function best with very little sleep.
-I get crazy nervous when I have to drive with other people in the car.
-I hate that my freezer at school doesn't freeze my FREEZEPOPS!
-I wish I could eat ice cream everyday of my life.
-I often think about how my life would be different if my dad were still alive.
-I still can't decide if I'll let my step dad dance with me for the father-daughter dance at my wedding.
-I honestly don't know if my mom and I could afford college without the help of my grandpa.
-That previous comment scares the shit out of me.
-So does that idea of influencing people (children) for the rest of my life.
-I would hate if I had a clone. It would make me uncomfortable.
-Chocolate SOY milk is delicious.
-I need to shave my armpits and legs. GROSS, I know.
-I also need to buy summer clothes.
-I have to pee so I'm ending this.

Good night.

This week...

couldn't get anymore stressful. I just want someone to weigh their opinion in so I don't feel like its all on me. Anyone out there want to help?

Also, my tongue still hurts.